hold me and never let go

my diary

9.2.10
10:05 AM

k,im at school .. on the computer .. ofcourse , if you didnt know -.-' how else would i be able to fuckin add another post ? Lol.

~~mm.. sorry for spazzing , but shyttt im pissed . buaha . ;P~~

k,i've been trying to make a tumblr [just so you know, they blocked like every fucking site] and, when i went on the site, IT WORKED ! so pro bitches ;) .. till i clicked ' SIGN UP ' and my happyness went down to disappointment .. -.-'

" ACCESS DENIED ! " damn, i hate this school, i hate this computer .. lmao, anyways ..
im here .. and the 2 guys i hate the most, well not litteraly, but i hate them .. [ marc c. and job ] are here too .
if your wondering why im on @1;02pm while im at school, im here cause i was dispursed, and the grade 3s are watching a movie.
and since im such a sweetheart . <3 they let me get on the computer ;) im so devious. HAH . <3

anywayssssss, i've been thinking about Jake Vargas my babyboo . (: he's so cute. HEHEHHEHE . xD
i am in love ;D 'if you wanna be my lover....' idkidk x.x

OK , i love butterfly fly away - miley cyrus > Don't ask .. but it is a beautiful song (: it touched my heart . XD well, mainly cause aj rafael made a cover to it .. so, im yeah .. in love .. x2 ? :P

aiight, im done for now. dont wanna stay on this shitty blog thing all day y'know? so
peace out y'all ;) buaha . <3

my diary

13.10.09
3:27 AM

-to all those guys who said they would be there ~~forever~~ and left the next day..
-to all those guys who said " ~~iloveyou~~ " but also said it to 3 other girls..
-to all of the guys that said they ~~were going to hang with some friends~~, but went out to see another girl..
-to all those girls that got their heartbroken by one of these acts..

Its funny, how a guy thinks they can always get what they want.. Never thinking about the girl they said they ~~loved~~..
We know that believing them when they say "iloveyou" is wrong.. but, we believe them anyways, because we care so much about them..
We know that we'll get hurt at the end, no matter how hard it is to believe.. but we still love them, cause when we love someone, its really hard to leave..
and, All I have to ask is.. Why do we do these things..? :S